Fear..

Fear keeps me from trying. Inspires feelings of inadequacy when confronted with another person's confidence. Keeps me from pursuing that which I sometimes wish to obtain.

Complacency is worse than fear. It keeps me settling for what I have, because it's comfortable. Putting one's head in the sand instead of striving to change that which needs changing..

I feel like I'm constantly making judgment calls on every little thing lately. As if the most meaningless thing, is super important.

I wish I could shake this exhaustion. I'm always tired.

10:17 AM - 11.10.2010