So my little sister called me last night, and asked me if I was sure if I wanted to move to St. Louis, and did I want to come live with her and her fiance instead.
Huh?
Her question sort of came out of left field. She said it's because she doesn't want me to be subject to my mom's boyfriend. And I am sure my mom could see some advantages for me staying here.
But my sister and I don't really have a good relationship. And living in the middle of nowhere, when I have no means of transportation -- and would be totally dependent on them for everything, isn't really what I want.
I feel like if I don't leave Wisconsin now, and experience life some place totally new -- I never will. I feel like, I need to spend some time with my mom. I need to get away from everything here for a while.
I feel like, I've already mentally settled on my path -- and something that might of sounded attractive a few weeks ago, now really .. doesn't.
I feel like I've already made my mind up. And I don't know if it's the right choice, but it's the only choice right now which makes sense.
12:51 PM - 07.10.2010
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